Feeling!

Filling Feelings!

My room used to be my favourite resort,
But, now it’s cold and haunts me a lot.
Why did I come here, leaving my people behind,
It’s disturbing, when this question comes to my mind.

Way back into Love, I had moved to this place of illusions,
It’s funny, how I convince self on these casual occasions.
Moments, when I felt it was like heaven and true,
But now I don't know, if anybody feels the way I do.

I want association, no more explanations,
You can think, I have been crazy till now,
Chasing at something so impractical,
Sorry, but I never had the proper know-how.

All I want is true love and care,
Just in case I deserve it, I still fear,
It’s like a child longing to sleep in her mother's lap,
Come join with me, past has been a sweet memorable trap.